*promises-ed; O_X =))

2008-12-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

Once again it's 14th of the month again.

Dear,
Happy 1Year 10Months Anniversary!

ho-oh-oh...
he having off again!
hahaha we can go out and have fun lo!
~missed those days that we went tanning, cycling, watching movie & sailing together. and most importantly our zoo trip. zzz

=))

Starting school soon~ 5th Jan 2009.
yeah!
like FINALLY!
and my volvo ocean race carnival too~ my puma sailboat.

2008-10-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

Haha, okia.. this is a very late post..
hahaha.. my 21st bday on 24sept.
i had been so lazy to blog.. hahahah
okay i'm just going to show some selected photos.
=))

my dear & me.
bday cake at my house.
D24 durian cake from emicakes. Thanks to my bros & my aunt.

Thanks alot for the pressieS! (my metalic pink NDS from dear, casing and memory card from mt bros & gfs, not forgetting my necklace from SK jewelery from my aunt & grandma.)

my haagen dazs frenzS.
haha see how dark & tanned are we?
sentosa in the morning, dinner at food republic. mamma mia movie and dessert haagen dazs.

thanks guy for the pink camera & tat awfully chocolate cake with 21 candles.

special thanks to beibei! =))

my dearest 4bbs.
celebrations at tcc at the peranakan place.
i love the chocolate cake from taka!

thanxs ppl for the puma bag & the esprite watch!

thanxs xuan for acc miz to order tat cake. hahas

thanxs jojo for the call from aussie!

muacks muacks!

Last not least thanxs my parent for the dinner, my dad for the gold "key" chain & my mom for the hong bao!

finally~ 21 le!

=))

2008-08-01T10:10:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Doreen!

2008-07-30T09:27:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday My dear!

26
O_X =))
you-completes-me

2008-07-18T00:36:00.002+08:00

Tioman! Here i come!

~away......

=))

O_X =))
you-completes-me
*miss-ed

2008-07-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

140708

Happy 1 years 5 months Anniversary!
and many more to come..
take care while having training!

O_X=))
you-completes-me

2008-07-13T23:05:00.005+08:00

Finally is my dearest xuan 21st bday le but it was 4 days earlier..

we when to a chinese restuarant to eat..

well, it was like first time eating chinese cuisine food with my frenz.. hahaha

but i can only say.. the food is nice

especially the chicken wrap with the lettuce, the "lian ou" soup and the funny and friendly waitress which caier want to promote her to outlet manager!! hahaha...

then had cookies&cream ice cream cake for celebration!

some photo we taken...

the girls.... (with jojo too!)

the wording one the cake!

groups pics... but i dun noe wat is CX doing with the teapot above xuan head??? whahahah

Xuan & me.. (i think our face look super weird!) hahaha

ICE CREAM CAKE!

Jojo.. if you see this pic.. the 2 slice i'm holding on.. belong to you! better eat fast.. it'll melts soon.. hahaha...

Okay.. now for some outdated pictures...

My graduation from RP on 26th march..

yeah! i'm finally graduated!

O_X =))

you-completes-me

2008-06-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

farewell my friend~ jojo

take care~

i-miss-you!

=))

2008-06-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

My O_X!

Long long time since i last blogged..
haha..
Bascially, i'm just too lazy to on my lappy...
though it was just one button away... but still I'm lazy..
whahaha...

Well, today was the some of the rare occasion that i switch on my lappy..
hahaha..
initially, was just to upload pictures in case my phone goes haywire again..
and to check my confirmation for the milk run 08..
well... then i ended up checking mails blah blah blah and now blogging...

Last one months, nothing much happen though.
work, play, eat, sleep and gym (cos of my one month free membership with california fitness)
and on my goals to slim down!!
hahah

June, hahaha..
I'm tanned and dark!
Super dark!
Helped out in 2 sailing regatta... Laser trophy and National byte and optimist championships.
Thanks to the summer sun the sun is unsusually more hardworking!
haha..
and most of my frenzs are enlisted soon to the NS...
haiz..

June 10,
My dear was enlisted to civil defence force
haiz..
for now i can be able to meet him on the weekend...
friday after 5pm to sunday before 7.30pm
tat partially why i like friday now.. and hoping it will come faster.. haha

updates soon!

O_X =))
you-completes-me

2008-04-24T22:06:00.006+08:00

Recently,
found a new place for me to emo..
west coast park
whahaha
though the view not really that nice
opposite was jurong island or some shipyard thingy with chimmey and smoke all around and pasir panjang port terminal...
but,
it was quiet and nearer to my house that those that i used to go.
most importantly, i can see the sunset there.
hahah
so it still worth well to go.

=))

the view.. i love the sky!

Chimmey and shipyard...

Pasir Panjang port terminal & Republic of Singapore Yacht Club

That day went new york new york with cynthia for dinner and fondue!
I was late tat day.. zzz the bust trip took miz almost 2 hours.. SUCK!
was running through the citylink..
whahah..
reached there and ordered our food..
and started we our cock and bull stories! hahaha..
she will not be leaving for aussie till next year feb, so it mean.. we can have eat and grow fat together!
then waited for half and hour before our food was serve - cos the server forget to process our order but lucky the manager was nice enough to serve us some FOC fries and wedges.
Then have our food and decided to order the fondue. this time round was the manager tat took our order BUT still we waited for quite awhile before our fondue is serve.. zzzzz
In conclusion, our dinner took us almost 2 hours!!

The fondue we had without my favourite BANANAS!!!!! but it was still nice!

CYN & PING!

O_X =))

you-completes-me

*i-missed-those-days...

2008-04-22T15:14:00.001+08:00

My second day working at acer!
was helping out here on behalf of my dear..
well.. it was just some normal office jobs.
but veriz slack though
and i'm here now surfing the web, blogging and chatting..
hahaha

all my efforts had gone down the drain....
disappointed~

O_X =))
you-completes-me

2008-04-20T22:37:00.005+08:00

i HATES ulcers!!!

5 bloody ulcers in my mouth... zzzz

and it took so long to heal... sux!

zzzz

O_X =))

you-completes-me

2008-04-07T23:23:00.005+08:00

After randoming looking back at those photo that i had taken in my phone..
I just found out...
I had a new hobby ~ taking pictures of clouds in the sky when i'm out in the sea or anywhere
whahaha...

Update in my next entries... =))

O_X =))
you-completes-me

2008-04-07T22:12:00.007+08:00

Today 7th April 08...
was a special day for me!...

Firstly, Happy 14th Birthday to my dearest cousin, Qishan! =))

Secondly, my dear had received his NS enlistment letter today - 10th June, Jalan Bahar, Civil defence force. It just so fast, it just another 2 months time... haiz...

But, I still had a happy day with him today...
Long time since i last went out with him as last week he was having his camp and my work. Weekend gone sailing... so ya.. today was a break for us.. hahaha

He picked miz up today at my house then went PS for movie "Bucket List". It about 2 ppl that are going to die soon.. and done many thing they had never try in their life like sky diving and travelling around the world.. haha.. Maybe i should get one of those list soon.. who noe i may die early right! So must fulfil most of the thing that i want to do now! whahaha!

Then, we went Singapore Flyer there for "Fish Spa" & shoulder massage. haha.. It's so "su fu"!!! To make it simple, it was just puting your leg into a pond full of 2 species of fish namely Garra rufa and Cyprinion macrostomus as known as doctor fish which they only consume the affected and dead areas of the skin, leaving the healthy skin to grow. At first it was super ticklish! whahah... i was giggling all the way went my leg first went in.. but after awhile.. it so comfy le.. hahah! Yeah! now my skin was so smooth, whiter now and hopfully full free of dead skin from now! hahahaa

Thanks dear for the "fish spa"!!! =))
Treated my dear to kenny rogers's ribs and chicken... i'm still bloated till now.. hahaah

Here i am doing the fish spa!

This is my dear doing the fish spa.. till his wound on his leg bleed... =))

See how much dead skin we had!!!!

Our beautiful leg! WHAHAHAHA

Thanks dear! muack muack

Next random pictures from my phone... some are quite long le.. whahaha..

Graduation day.. FINALLY!

my dear will never take a proper picture with miz.. hahaha

My cert and my eldest brother!

Cumulus clouds that brought rain to shore.. but it just tat small area...

Optimist sail boat!

My dear said his skin looks like those kenny rogers ribs! whahaha...
cos he too tanned or rather too burnt!...

The big pizza that i brought from new york pizza at harbour front centre

random pictures that i took when working..
clouds that brought heavy rain after that...

Shirt i bought when i went shopping with jeanette, joan, janice & eugene!
whahaha!

my dear new sunglass!

P.S my dearest miss CYNTHIA! CONGRATS! you finally be able to go AUSTRALIA to study le and i can go there le too! whahaha... we shall take hot air balloon together and see fields and fields of those colourful tulips soon! Lets meet up soon! =))

O_X =))
you-completes-me

2008-04-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

My random pictures this few days....

Jasmin, Priscilla and me...
neo print taken on our dinner trip....

Random pictures i took with cynthia at haagen dazs..
whahaha
Finally i dated her out!
Had our fondue and watched horton movie!

=))

2008-03-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

26th march 2008

YEAH!!!

I'M OFFCIALLY GRADUATED FROM REPUBLIC POLY!!!!

went for the graduation ceremont today...
and collected my cert and stuff.

the ceremong was long, boring but meaningful - especially the part when you heard ur name was begin called and you are walking on stage to the guest of honour, shaked his hand and the first touch on the folder that consist of cert!! whahaha

updated when i get my photo!

=))

2008-03-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

My special Good Friday getaway to Johor sea. While actaully it was a sailing trip to the johor sea. It super fun, done alot of thing that i had never do before in my whole 21 years. HAHA.

I nv been sailing so far and out of singapore, though i'm just sitting there and enjoying the breeze.
I nv slept onboard at the deck with alot of stars and bright shining moon above me.
I nv cooked onboard before... whahaha but the sausages was simple delicious, not forgetting the half boiled eggs with the dark soya sauce.. whahaha or maybe i'm too hungry ba... =))
I nv been to kelong, eat BBQ food there and cheap cheap seafood.
I nv been kampong and bathe with cold water since like dun noe when... hahahaa
Lastly, this is my first trip oversea myself in the sail boat and my first oversea trip with my dear. =))

One word to describe : enjoyed!!!

malaysia custom that we had cleared our passport.

my dear O_X

sunsetting

there the sun rise again....

is the dark cloud clearing or coming????....

Breakfast onboard.... yum yum

dear & me

other boats that comes along with us..

on the way there....

the 3 guys that i spent 3 days 2 nights with... whahahaha....

the beautiful sky & the sail...

finally... after 3 days of "tanning" session... whahahaha
*iLOVEyou-

O_X =))
21st march to 23rd march

2008-03-14T23:49:00.005+08:00

My Singapore Flyer Ride~

Thanks dear! I really enjoyed myself today

Happy 13th too and many more to come!

muack~

O_X =))

you-completes-me`

*Lurves

2008-03-12T22:32:00.003+08:00

2 more days to our Singapore Flyer ride & our 13th month anniversary!!!

muack muack

O_X =))

2008-03-06T21:36:00.001+08:00

O_X =))

2008-03-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

he-completes-me` O_X =))

2008-02-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

School was over - i'm finally graduated from poly.
Chinese New year was over - i'm finally back to work.

everythings have started anew - my life, family, studies and work...

but there is still missing part in my life.
something tat was missing..

it's so weird - the feeling~ yucks!

O_X =))

*3 more days to Valentines' days & our 1 year anniversary O_X =))

2008-01-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

10 hours more!

tat will be my last module in RP before i'm finally graduating from there..
freaking stress and tired.
hope nothing went wrong tml - able to answer those question ask by my assessors and ciruit working fine.
after that,
will be my long awaiting break and good sleep.

O_X =))

2008-01-29T12:57:00.000+08:00

`promises

`understanding

`trust

i wonder...

what is the actually meaning of all this words?

O_X =))

2008-01-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

O_X =))

2008-01-22T16:50:00.000+08:00

i seriously hope that my new year resolution will come true someday...

O_X =))

2008-01-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

the tears just dropped....

I wish i had a better control of my emotions but, the tears just came rolling down my cheeks.

My mind just suddenly went blank today, not knowing what to write for my fyp report at all.

And ya, cos of this I'm in deep shit now!

My instinct told miz that my grades for fyp wasn't that good either..

I seriously think my instinct was wrong this time round...

Perhaps,

I'm just tired after 3 days of sailing and 1 day of work..

or maybe,

I just didn't put in that much of efforts that is needed.

who will know the answer?

only i will know the answer to the question..

is always the no that i love the most..

cos mainly, it my birth date.

and when the date come, it mean one month nearly to my bday in sep..

But this month 24 was the date that i hated the most..

24th Jan 08.

at 1400, it was the time for the released of the O level result..

i seriously hope i pass this time rounf after 3 years of trying...

if not..

i may not get my diploma cert let alone getting into uni...

and at 2359, submission dateline for report, log book, evaluation & RJ..

which both i got no ideas what to write...

shit! i'm in deep shit now....

how i wish all this can end sooner.....

O_X =))

2008-01-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

DEAR!!!
Happy 11th Months Anniversary!
hope you like the blue slippers!
muack! muack!
=))

1 weeks had pass..
i had been limping since last wed..
since tat day when i fell down from the stairs...
it had always been like tat..
went to see chinese sinseh..
but it still the same~
LIMPING!!!
haiz..
Today i went to see western doctor
haiz..
30 bucks
painkiller and gel for miz to rub..
hope it get better by SOON!
so tat i can jump and hop around like i used to be...
whahahahaha
=))

2008-01-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

Officially start of the school term!
hmmm...
haiz...
4 more weeks and i'm finally graduate from RP..
wat's next??
......

2007-12-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

sorry dear..
today started off with a happy and high note
but it ended up vice versa..
sorry..

i shouldn't had said about the ring stuff..
it not i dun want you to buy ring for me..
after so long the phobia of losing is still there..
i just scared i will lose it again..
sorry..

=))

*iLOVEyou- O_X =))

i miss my les~ LOLX!

2007-12-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

sorry dear...
i had disappointed you again..

*iLOVEyou-

1 more day to 10th month anniversary.

2007-12-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

FINALLY
PP was done..
it wasn't tat scary tat i tot to be..
all the three Assessor was funny asking miz some kind of lame question
whahaha...

Advisor Comments
ok. Impressive presentation

Assessor 1 Comments
student is interested in MArine sector and hence profil ST marine. She is able to bring out good SWOT analysis as her friend is working there.

Assessor 2 Comments
Presentation is quite alright.

YEAH!!!
hopefully i can pass my PP yeah!!!

=))

2007-12-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

PP time
poster was done..
THANKS dear for printing the poster for miz..
my last module before i finally graduate from RP!
YEAH!
whahaha...
good luck to myself..
please dun stumble when i presenting...
and knowing what to answer when they ask me question
i hope so........
=))

2007-11-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

Pris,
Dun blame yourself can?
hmmm..
it not your fault that i get sick de..
really!
hmmm..
please???
even if you didn't come school on thur, i will still get the disease somehow de..
cos my body immune system is weak..
dun blame urself can????

2007-11-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

Dear,
i'm sorry,
i guess you must be sick and tired to me saying sorry.
cos i had been saying that since when, i had long forgotten.
but i guess this is the only word in the dictionary that i can used.

Dear,
I LOVE YOU.
this 3 words,
it just seem so meaningful but at the same time hurtful to you.
meaningful~ for the simplest reason, I Love You.
hurful~ sorry, i still didn't become your dream types of gf
I had been always the one that hurt you in some way or another.
hurting you, making you cry and giving you stress.
If i had changed,
all this wont had happened.
I AM SORRY!

*iLOVEyou-

2007-11-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

Ignorance is a bliss~

yupz! I agree!

Maybe,
Perhaps,
Someday i will noe the answer to the question
or rather,
some words is best to be left unsaid

*iLOVE you- O_X =))

2007-11-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

Start of the brand new week.
everythings was back in place.
everythings was back to normal.
7 more weeks before I'm graduating from RP...
where is the next stop for me?
seriously, haven tot abt it yet!
zzzz
I miss school!

4 days had passed
my ankle still hurts like shit!
swollen, blisters, blue black and limping.
felt so crippled
zzzz...
doctor is a MUST!
but the fear is there..
zzzz...

=))

2007-11-16T14:28:00.000+08:00

I'm tired..
real super tired...
my brain doesn't seem to be able to think and function properly.
it just so empty..
I hope i can just disappear from the world for one day..
to regain my sleep that i had been lacking of...
so that,
i can think of those stuff that had happened to me...
and hopefully,
find the answers that i have been looking for...

=))

i still love you~
as much as before.

2007-11-16T14:05:00.000+08:00

后来

后来我总算学会了如何去爱
可是你早已远去,消逝在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人一但错过就不在.

桅子花白花瓣,
落在我蓝色白折裙上,
爱你,你轻声说,
我低下头闻见一阵芬芳
那个永恒的夜晚,
十七岁仲夏,你吻我的那个夜晚,
让我往后的时光每当有感叹
总想起当天的星光,
那时候的爱情,为什么就能那样简单
而又是为什么,
人年少时一定要让深爱的人受伤,
在这相思的深夜里,
你是否一样也在紧紧追悔感伤,

如果当时我们能不那么倔强
现在也不那么遗憾,
你都如何回忆我,
带着笑是否太寂寞

这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞
后来我总算学会了如何去爱
可是你早已远去,消逝在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人一但错过就不在.

=))

*emo-ing

2007-11-14T17:03:00.000+08:00

SHE is my reflection

the mirror image of me!

=))

Dear,

Happy 9th months Anniversary

hope u like tat big bag of pressies!

=))

*iLOVEyou- O_X

2007-11-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Sunset
Sea
Sun
Sand
and the
"emo" Cloud

*miss-ed

=))

Do people question others why they lied to them?
I guess not.
If it is, it wasn't a lied anyway...
or maybe white lies doesn't exist at all...

2007-11-12T22:11:00.001+08:00

Today marks the end of my 1 week of holidays.
It was short but sweet and nice. =))

Worked two full shifts this week, which one day was a double pay! YEAH!
Whahaha ..
Many things happened with just one week.
My les had a Boyfriend le! whahaha =))
Saw my dear childhood photo and his beloved grandma pictures. It was so cute.
Went Kbox with my dear to sing.. whahaha.. and I had sang the full 3 hours. =))
Met up with my les, hsiyin and dear for a simple dinner at mac..
Met up with jas, pris chan and ah boy for lunch and ben&jerry at Dempresy road.
Went Sentosa twice with my les to spend “admired” the sea and talked everything under the sun. =))
Kanna cheated my Ah teng to go for 9am breakfast early in the morning. Ended up breakfast with my les which we can actually met for lunch instead.
watched "Bee movie" with dear on sat.

Whahaha
After all, I had an enjoyable holiday!
=))

*iLOVEyou- O_X

2007-11-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

It had been long time since last took a long long bus journey.
but i just took one today early in the morning.
this is when i sort out the feeling, thoughts and had a good sleep~fruitful trip

*emo-ing

*iLOVEyou O_X =))

2007-10-30T12:13:00.000+08:00

Two Types of Friends -- Real & Simple

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

Author Unknown
Submitted by Pouderpuf

2007-10-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

My first "X" on my attendance.
cos of my
math olevel exam..
paper was okia..
wat i expected to come yet... it did..
so ya.. sort of heng..
lolx..

I miss school.. i feel kinda weird not going school..
I miss my dear... i guess that was the first time he went school himself ba...
I miss my les.. LoLx.. i miss talking and crapping with her..
i miss my frenz.. i miss going breakout with them.. seeing wat michelle is up next.. lolx..
I miss my class, my fac, i miss everything in school!..

=))

2007-10-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

STUCK IN BETWEEN!!!

i felt so useless and helpless now..
i really dun noe how to help them now..
desperate~

if only we could turned back time..
to the time when they are still happily together..
perphaps..
all this wont had happened...
both of u will be still fine..
playing bball together, going gym and etc..
but now..
what had happened?
where had all those happy memories gone to?

i dun wan neither of them to get hurt..
but now..
it seem like the both of them are getting hurt..
real hurts!

Priscilla (if you ever read it tonight):
Dont drink too much k?
please take it as i beg you can?
sorry i really can't help you now..
and..
I really got no ideas what he had said to you..
just forget him can?
forget abt the whole thing?
didn't you say you are heartless de?
be strong can?

George:
i know what position you are in..
and how u feel.. but
watever it is,
please dun hurt her le can?
please?

何必去改变已错过的时间

2007-10-26T11:48:00.000+08:00

my FYP project!

2007-10-25T14:24:00.000+08:00

I wish i was there~

zzzzz

SORRY

*iLOVEyou O_X =))

2007-10-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

I *miss-ed the SUN!

emoing~

*iLOVEyou- O_X =))

2007-10-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

Dear,

I AM REALLY SORRY!

i was always the one tat is making worried abt miz..
sorry...

LOng time since i updated le..
zzzz
fyp report done.. and i'm felt half relieved...
one more to go.. before my deadline of my PP report due..
this coming sat... GCM meeting and i determine to interview scouter lai tat day to complete my PP report in time...
yeah!

LAst week, (15/10 to 21/10)
it wasn't tat good though..
i was quite pissed off with tat stupid teammates of my!
dun wish to give much detail...
ZZZZZ...
i finished my FYP report on tue before i gave angie to edit..
a HUGE sigh of relieve
yeah!
staying back on monday and tueday to get in done..
haiz...

Wed was the usual fyp..
no improvement yet.. cos everyone was busy doing Fyp report and PP report..
hahaha...
finally i get to exercise tat day..
while, it was just merely tat 1 hours..
but it enough to keep miz happy..
cos tat stupid droplets of water and thunders came..
spoilt our day...
zzzzz

Thur, memorable day for me.. at least..
i had nv lost my frenz before.. i mean not getting a respone from them...
not knowing where she had gone, what she is doing now and whether is she safe anot..
it just so happened today...
she wasn't tat type of person tat i know will left the class with anger..
to me, she was someone who is strong, cheerful and someone i like hanging out with... =))
but when problem arises, she is someone tat will keep it all to herself..
so...
tat day...
she left class without a words,
I went to called her, but she just went into the lift without turning back..
I don't know how she is feeling now.. i wished i could sometime...
till later, someone told miz what happened to her..
We had msgs and called her countless of time..
but voicemails and no replies was the answers we get for the whole day..
till george called her house, and making sure she was safe and sound
my sense tell miz he is very worried about her...
but....

Fri..
I knew she wont come school de.. but still.. i wanted to try my luck of going to her class to see if she is there...
she wasn't in class..
but at least i noe she is safe and sound..
until in the after when she came online..
chatted with her.. i wished she would say all they things out that she is unhappy.. hopefully tat can make her feel better...
well, at least tat is how normally do to relieve my unhappiness, anger and sadness.. whaha... but with my OX bear that dear brought for me on the first valentine day tat we had spend...

then.. out with xuan & gang for SP ong bday
Holland V essential brew
nice place to chill and slack..
definitely will be back again..
long time since i lasted a long long laugh with them..
saying about everythings..
filled with laughters...
i love them =))

Sat..
normal working schdeule for me..
10am to 10pm..
but today was different..
dear and priscilla surprised me with a visit to the shop and be my customer..
but sorry..
i was really busy tat time..
cant really talk much to them..
sorry~
THANKS`

Sun
my dear when sailing with his kangroos..
whaha...
he had took pretty pictures for me.. sunset...
lucky for him, the weather wasn't tat bad though..
so for me..
meeting her to go airport..
supposed to be studying...
but her mission failed..
whaha
chatted with her for more that 6 hours tat day...
abt anything and everything...
found out something abt her too..
hmmmm...
shhhhh!!!..
lolx....
finally i see her back to her normal self.. (i hope so)
whahah

after tat, when sarah house for haagen dazs gathering..
whaha..
it was nice and fun...
but ended up reaching home at 1.30 am...
zzzzz....

thus today.. i'm so freaking tired...
and having sore thorat...
haha...
in library now...
dear was doing our FYP report compiling...
while me here blogging..
haiz...

TO MISS PRISCILLA SU: DUN DO STUNT LE HOR!!!! DUN MIA AND MISSING AGAIN LE HOR.. (someone VERY worried abt u... whahah... OPPS!!! =)) )
IF you missing again.. i will go ur house find u de.. LOLX...remember i know ur address le.. WHAHAHAHA!!!!

*iLOVEyou- O_X =))

2007-10-10T10:50:00.001+08:00

FINALLY!
i'm dating my darling mIss cynthia again
after god know when was our last makan session.
i guess it was for the fireworks ba.. hmmm in aug?
hahaha

=))

things are pilling up for miz.
zzzz..

PP report
MAth olevel exam (SUCKS!)
FYP
Tests
NAPFA training with my dear

zzzzz... i need more time..!!!

hahaha

=))

2007-10-10T10:47:00.000+08:00

things went wrong again...
=((

2007-10-02T12:30:00.000+08:00

my heart sank..
i tot he will understand why i had scolded him..
but...
he didn't
it was just a simple line..
"Think yourself in other people shoe

I know you are angry with me..
COS...
I always think of others.. but not you..
nvm.. i understand de.

2007-09-28T11:58:00.000+08:00

2007-09-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

Say hi to my Elmo
LoLx.. my big walking elmo from E44B, handmade oreo cheesecake and the marche treat.
I really enjoyed myself tat day..
thanxs ladies and gentlemans for the balloon!
Thanxs priscilla and my dear for the oreo cheesecake.
Thanxs george for the handmade spongebob card.
Lastly thanxs the rest for the treat.
=))

Ookia.. this is something new to me.
whaha...
it was on the sunday.
1 day before my birthday
before that i was out with xuan they all (pics will be upload later)
and reached home around 11 plus and bathe.
Then my dear called miz to go the playground under my block..
and ya my birthday cake at 12am!
lolx..
though it was a candle on a small tub of ice cream.
it was still so sweet of him!
whaha

~to be continue~

*iLOVEyou- O_X

2007-09-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today,
24th September 2007
Officially 20! =))
Today marks the day when I officially 20!
With the two big striking candles on my birthday cake.
Yeah!
So Happy Birthday to me!

Will be updating my celebration soon… cos there is too many pictures to upload...
lolx..

*iLOVEyou- O_X

2007-09-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

There are many things that I wanted to say
Yet some words are best to left unsaid.

I wasn’t those people that are good at expressing myself through words or whatever you can think of.
Neither am I those that would tell people how I feel about certain stuffs.
The worst things that I had experienced, all I do were “Cry & Forget”.
Sometime, I do grumble and nag, well, everybody does that who doesn’t?

Always looked on the bight side of life.
This is the phrase that best describe me.
Life is full of colours, why do people always look on the dull side of life?
Yet sometime, things just happened out of my control.
Unintentionally, I guess.

It wasn’t something that I want it to happen.
I thought I had changed for the better to be the girlfriend that you like.
My character, temper and everything.
But the answer is the still the same.
I really don’t know what more that I can do.
Can you please tell me?

*iLOVEyou-

2007-09-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

This is my first birthday pressie from dear.
The colourful COACH wristlet that i wanted.
THANKS DEAR!!!
I really loved it very much!
The second one, which i just received today, was a soft toy pig wearing a chef hat and a apron.
He said tat pig looked like miz.. zzz
lolx.

Okia..
Woke up at 5.15am in the morning..
long time since i last woke up at 5am
ever since my year 3 started.
woke up early,
was doing the bread with the garlic spread that dear brought at Market Places yesterday.
so ya waking up to toast the bread.
it was a tiring jobs.. zzz lolx..
i need to stand at the kitchen at looked after the bread when it was begin toasted..
cos i scared it will get burnt!
lolx..
waited for a LONg time before the bread was really..
but i was already late for school..
zzzz
screwed!

back to my lesson today..
having my elective today
Health & wellness. Yeah!
I gotta a funny fac.. lolx..
he used to work at the sport council which help to plan sport event.
he was a rudgy player
and had spend a year travelling through America.
the lesson was interesting and fun
just the there was something wrong with the group..
lolx..
cos it always so noisy..
whahah..

*LURVES O_X =))

iLOVEyou-

2007-09-18T15:15:00.000+08:00

The Sun is shining brightly outside now
The Wind is blowing- Strongly now
And here am I, in class listening to lengthy Powerpoint slide.
zzzz
I miss tanning in the sun at sentosa.
I miss going out in the sea with dear.
I miss cycling at East Coast Park.
I miss.... everything under the sun!
lolx
=))

Having Medical Technology today.
Learning about laboratory stuff and how wat each department tested on the specimen and stuff.
Microbiology Laboratory, Histopathology Laboratory, Cytology Laboratory, etc...
It does sound really fun to me..
Probably one of my many career choices next time ba!
It sound so cool to me!
whaha
=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-09-18T12:02:00.000+08:00

I got this webbie from Bee siang blog..
whahah

Just to share...

Libra & Leo

Air + Fire = Hot Air

You are wonderfully social and love to be with people, sharing warmth and vitality. You have a very broad and interesting view of life and can fit in with almost anyone you meet — some people might describe you as a chameleon because you’re so good at changing yourself to fit a situation. Because of all this Leo is drawn to you, and you will be great friends.

Your sign is classed under the element of air: you have the ability to increase the warmth of Leo’s fire by fanning their flames. In astrology, the combined influence of air and fire usually produces a relationship that is close and has lots of sexual excitement.

You’re concerned with diplomacy and balance. You hate any sort of argument or disruption to the peace of your life, and will go to great lengths to maintain that calm. Leo is different: they have an ‘in your face’ attitude and like to call a spade a shovel, even if that unsettles the status quo.

You’ll see Leo’s honesty as a plus, but you’d prefer them to use a more polished way of presenting the truth. You don’t believe that abrasiveness helps get the point across, so Leo’s attitude could rattle you at times.

There’s a strong romantic attraction between you, and you make an eye-catching couple. You have charisma, and draw people to you like a magnet. This will bring you luck, and your partnership will be successful professionally and socially.

As the two of you get to know each other, you’ll realise that your common interests include such things as hosting parties and going to dinners and other functions.

You have great camaraderie and the prospect of a good relationship with Leos born between 23 July and 4 August. You’ll be very attracted to them and will enjoy their progressive thinking and their independence.

http://www.astrology.com.au/compatibility/compatibility.asp

haha...
just for fun!
=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-09-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hiya..
back to my blog
long time since i last blog.
reason why..
i'm just too lazy to on my lappy
whaha
holiday had been good for me..
work & play
but i still lack of sleep
whaha
enjoyed my times with my dear..
met up with frenzs for dinner.
Tanning, cycling & my sun burnt sailing trip.
Buffets treat
my "pub" experience, tekong trip...
etc...
oh ya
and
"HAPPY 7th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY"
O_X =))
-
Okia..
First day back to school
My last semster in RP
which mean- i am GRADUATING soon!
whaha.
back to my class,
it wasn't that bad afterall.
3/4 of the class was my previous classmates or people i noe
so ya quite enjoyed la..
=))
Biomedical Imaging today, where i had learnt about all those different scan and imaging technique such as X-rays, CT scan, etc...
quite interesting well at least there wasn't MATH in them
whahaha
=))

My grades for last semester..
zzzz...
Biomedical Signal Processing : B
Biomedical Instrumentation : B+
Applied Chemistry : B
Consumer Psychology : B
FYP : C
zzzz...
sianz...
my last semster to work hard le..
zzzz..
Math O level exam coming up and my PP module deadline coming nearer...
haiz...
sux!
but my bday is coming too!!!
yeah! =))

tat all le ba..
see ya
take care
ciaos`

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-09-03T08:45:00.000+08:00

Toothache!!!
I SERIOUSLY hope i can feel how the feeling is like.
I had never gonna one before.
I do hope i get one too!
So that i can know how my dear is feeling and what he going through now..

The toothache is torturing him
Swollen gums and the stupid wisdom tooth
He cant eat, drink and talk normally..
It totally sux!

Get Well Soon dear!

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

Some article that i recently read on the newsletter of the Western Circuit Sailing Regatta.
lolx.

Reasons why i should date a sailor.

They have strong hands.
They are not afraid of getting wet.
They love it when it blows.
They can go for hours
They know what to do when things get rough.
They are good with ropes, knots and harnesses.
They can usually get it back up after a couple of minutes.
Any misdemeanors can be protested.
They can can find the best start position possible in 3 minutes or less.
They are great at operating pleasure craft of any size.
They can beat hard for a long time.
They are adept at using lube and ticklers.
They have lovely tans from being in the sun all days.

LoLx.. anyway just for fun!!

Some updates recently.. actually nothing much.. been working this few days.. Onli till today i get a off day to accompany my dear. actually was my off was for my FYP but there is no FYP so ya went out with dear... hahaha... But sad enough i was down with stomach flu and the stupid flu.. zzz.. dear brought miz to doctor, had my medicine and some sleep at his house. ThanKs dear!!!

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

CONTENTED!
a normal ordinary breakfast early in the morning
8.45 am at Vivo City!
with bread, coffee, tea, otah & mee siam.
Not forgetting my eggs with a smiley face.
Simple yet meaningful.
Thanks dear!!!

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-23T11:11:00.000+08:00

Somethings is better to left unsaid. I guess i had spoilt your mood again.

23rd August marks my last day of lesson in E44B.
It's HOLIDAY!!!
Didn't really looked forward to it.
Cos i love my class!
except for some people that only know how to act infront of teacher, telling teacher answers by reading out other people answers!
I love their company, their laughters and jokes.
after school,
will be going singing with them after that!!
yeah!!!
And during the holiday...
FYP and PP are yet to finish..
zzzz

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

Some of the things i can done so far..
cos i too lazy to go into detail..
whaha
last FRI went watch fireworks with O_X and pris..
SAT went work in the morning, then firework again with cynthia.. we brought the devil hairband which cost only 4 bucks.. it a veriz good deal.. hahah
SUN, went raffles marina for sailing competition. My dearest sistas are back from KORea!!!
MON, my LAST test of the semster.. I AM SO HAPPY!!! then went out with E44B clinque. Watch Secrets by Jay chou, taken a super funny neoprint and drank my HK milk tea!!!
TUE, TODAY, went movie again..with O_X, watched "lisence to wed".. it was a touching show. then went marche for dinner.. YUmmy.... brought the blue and orange slipper too.
WED, TML, NO FYP!!! yeah!! Sleeping time!!!

ciaos`

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

My Unforgettable Sailing Trip with O_X and friends!
Yesterday went Raffles Marina with O_X for the Western Circuit Sailing Regatta.
Went there to be Race Official.
Yupz, like doing recording for the race.
It was a totally different experience that I had previous at NSC.
This time round, the place are grander, it a club with nice sea view.
The boats are BIGGER instead of the "Bathtub" dingy that I like at National Sailing Centre.
More crews instead of just one controlling the boats.
Even the boats I'm in looks more grand that those in NSC..
It comes with a toilet, beds, sofa, fridge and oven.
And a second level with provide a higher and clearer view.
It went well for the first part of the trip.
It sunny, windy, it just went all well.
We were sitting on the outside of the boats, enjoying the scenery and the sea breeze.
Having our lunch there.
The food was so-so so ya... can’t expect much out of it.
It still taste nice after all.
Then suddenly, dark clouds came by.
Super dark, it sound like a thunderstorm will arrived sooner of later.
whahaha..
While travelling on the way to the "rounding mark" further out the sea, the rain came.
It becomes heavier.
The whole sky becomes dark and windy.
The sea wave become choppy and the boats and “shaking” strongly.
Then received a radio message saying a guy had capsized and they can’t find him..
LoLx..
So went searching for him.
At first we saw something black, thought it was him..
But it was a coconut!!
Duhz…
So went further to the causeway bridge to search for him.
Found him further up and saved him but he was quite angry though..
Zzzz.. Stubborn ass!
So went on with my recording stuffs for the next few boats that come in..
But the rain did stop; I’m so bloody cold there.
whahaha
Finished!
Went onshore, rushing for a hot hot bath.
Then, we went for the buffet dinner at the lobby.
The food is damn nice..
Was lazing there before O_X friend’s send me home..
And TATA~ HOME SWEET HOME!

=))

2007-08-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

I thought I was able to control my tears from flowing down like I used to be.
I thought I was as strong as I used to be – putting up the strong side in front of everyone, pretending nothing had happened.
But I was not - for now,
I can’t control my tears now.
It just flow naturally straight down.
I wasn’t as strong as I used to be.
My face showed it all.
If only I can know what is coming up next,
I wish some of the things were left unsaid.
Maybe things will turned out to be better.
No tears will be shed.
No sadness will be shown.
We will be happily ever after.
At times, I wish you weren’t that sensitive toward me.
I felt kind of stress talking to you.
Not knowing what will be your reaction next – Happy or sad?
I don’t want to be always the one that spoilt yours day.
But it was seem to be true – often.
I will learn to be sensitive toward yours feelings.
Changing into your ideal perfect girlfriend.
But it takes TIME to change.
If only you can wait for me.

After all I still love you as who you are.
Hope you love me as who I am too.
*iLOVEyou-

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!!

it's OVER!!!

eh.. i mean my FYP presentation!!

YEAH!!

Waking up 8am today..

as i was rather tired last night..

haha

i think tat why i told O_X to meet at 9 instead of 10

whaha..

okay..

went to meet O_X around 9.30 at delifrance..

been busy looking at the mirror cos i think i looked damn weird in those formal attire...

whaha

mending with my shoe and clothes..

finally, i am out of the house..

meet O_X and had breakfast at delifrance

right after, reach school

meet up with angie and vivien..

actually was suppsoed to had some dry run with angie..

cos heard tat my 3 judges was a killer

but instead..

i went took pictures with michelle, priscilla, avan, hsi yin & cui ying

whaha.. opps..

had angie & my last time dry run..

then headed for the classroom of presentation- E44G

the time slot given to us was actually 11.30 but we waited for almost half an hour before our turn..

in the meanwhile..

i took pictures again with marlene, koko, weijia and my team photo..

12pm strike..

we headed to the class...

started off with O_X as he was our team leader..

it went off quite well at first..

presenting our group performance so far.

den went off with our software part.

but it went on quite smoothly..

they just asked question.. not so much

just tat got one question, it wasn't so easy..

"what is the buffer stack size?

angie and me got a shocked..

why they are asking this kind of question..

whaha..

luckily ans is inside the ppt slide..

it wasn;t so bad afterall.

skipped quite alot of slides..

then went to the labVIEW and database side..

not so much question asked..

just some clarification.

and

TATATA...

tat the end of the our presentation...

i was so relieve!!!

whaha

yeah!!

it over...

the fac it was good..

whaha.. hope that they are not bluffing..

whaha

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-14T11:24:00.000+08:00

14th August 2007,
HAPPY 6th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!

*LURVES O_X =))

Ain't feeling good now.
or rather not in a good mood.
the day doesn't seem very right.
with the presentation coming up tml,
everything went damn wrong.
WRONG i mean!
place is wrong, interviewer is wrong, etc...
everything was so wrong!
-
O_X wasn't in a very good mood,
i know he is stressed and stuffs..
i should had be more considerate and nore tolerant toward him
but i doesn't seem so..
instead i'm making worst.
it juts sux!
i'm sorry~
sometime i think i wasn't a good girlfriend afterall.
my tears dropped twice in class today without anyone noticing.
why?
it was because he shouted at me twice in class.
BUT i nv blamed him.
it wasn't his fault either
Cos i shouted at him too
too many times.
i'm sorry.
but..
THIS is ME!
it my character, it can't be changed..
i had been like tat since i was like in primary school?
or maybe even younger...
i cant change to be gentle and lady-like just overnight.
but i still hope i will,
cos that you will get angry, sad, depressed less often.
i hated when you become angry, sad, depressed....
i hated when your mood changes just so suddenly
cos you never tell me what happened to you
and i can't helped you.
i wished i was the one that can help you relieve your stressed and stuffed
but it just seem like i'm adding more toward it.
making it worst.
Afterall,
i-STILL-LOVEyou-
as before~

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-13T13:29:00.000+08:00

*miss-ed

2007-08-10T15:00:00.000+08:00

I hate bimbo-tic gers!
Bascially, those people who have looks but no brain!
worst still if the brain is rotten
and the looks SUX to the MAX!
her voice isn't sweet..
i hate the way she looked at others.
it sux~
zzzzz

frenzS in class had the same sentiment as me!

you know who~ **

2007-08-10T10:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL DAY!

MIZ SISTAS had officially left for KOREA!
=))
YEAH!!! Angie & me had finished our FYP report!
coming up next FYP presentation... zzzz
ppt is half done..
i'm so glad! =))

National day started off really good for me!
the day before airport to send my sistas off to korea
i wasn't sad, just felt happy for them!
whaha
den when blk85 for dinner and supper..
"Sinful" meal..
pork chop, chicken wings, oyster eggs,.....
but i still enjoyed it though...
then, O_X frenz, whose "waist is 23" came and joined..
chatted awhile for heading "home"
went O_X house for a stay over..
he got a really cute mummy!
whaha
nothing much just bathed and sleep!!

NExt day..
waking up damn late!
it so nice to sleep in O_X arm..
with him putting the blanket over me to make sure i am not cold.
i wish he can hug to sleep again!
then went airport to meet george and priscilla for lunch
our colour codes..
whahaa..
george and pris wear white shirt
me and O_X wear red shirt
when airport for mac lunch!
OMG!
den headed for esplanade for national parade!
whaha..
First time watching the fireworks at the esplanade!
it so damn nice... no words can describe it!
=))

today,
i am now in class
damn bored
whaha
bye bye
ciaos`

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

Okia...

this is what i did after school today..

lolx..

queuing for the donuts..

from donuts factory..

well..

it did not turn out to be tat bad afterall

whaha

we when to the new outlet at Suntec City.

it wasn't as crowded as the outlet at Raffles city

maybe it new, and seldom people knew of it..

so ya reach there around 5pm

reach the counter at 6pm

so ya it was fast!

well at least better than O_X last time queued 5 hours for the 2 dozens of donuts.

and he get to eat this time round..

whaha

bought 3 mixed flavours..

and 1 box is choose myself..

and pris bought half a dozen of glazed donuts!!

yeah!

whaha

i got donuts to eat le!!!

LONG LONG time since last eat donuts le.. yeah!

take care

ciaos`

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

Bored to death in class!
zzz...
biomedical instrumentation lesson
the lesson will be interesting if there is a real dog for miz to test the heart rate.
lolx..
cos today we are going to design the circuit to measure dog heart rate..
whaha..
been slacking in school..
cos i already pass all my module le..
YEAH!!
2 more weeks before my long waited holidays start..
whaha..
going to lotsa of stuffs tat is missed out during my school time..
go tanning.. go swimming.. go cycling.. go cable ski.. go singing..
alot alot more..
lolx..
anyway..
doing my work and going off le..
whaha
going to queue the donuts and raffles city..
whaha
byebye..
ciaos`

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-06T15:10:00.000+08:00

Whole body is aching!
my face, shoulder, neck, everywhere
red and burnt!
=))
I am damn tired today..
to be exact, i am SUPER SLEEPY!
so does my O_X!
-
Sat, when for my first GCM meeting at ZSS
i felt so weird to go for scout meeting ALONE!
taking the same route to my secondary school
but the feeling was a totally different
think back time..
tat was 3 years ago and now..
i am into my final year of my poly life.
time passes real fast!
i was no longer in my red and black school uniform
i was no longer carrying those heavy books and file that i used to had..
haiz..
the funny part is i saw our first batch of students photo outside the school hall
whaha
it just look so weird
and i forgotten where meeting room is
whaha
zzz~
talked alot of stuffs..
overseas trip, grand dinner and stuffs
zzzz
ended at 3pm
waiting for O_X replied
go went wafflestown to went waffles and chicken wings while waiting for my O_X to reply me..
finally O_X msg miz around 6 plus.
went to meet him at RSYC for dinner..
whaha..
den go home around 9 plus
he send miz home..
-
SUn
wake up 5.30am
meeting O_X early for breakfast at bedok..
cos he will be early as he sending his dad off to china
went breakfast at bedok interchange market
he had his wanton mee
i had my breakfast set
took a cab to NSC cos why.. O_X wan to shit!!
whaha
reach there, i met his frenz again..
i forgot his name whahaha
something like OJT
whaha
okia.. he is big and round, cock and damn funny
Basically during the briefing, the whole audiotorium is filled with our laughter.
LOLX.
he got on to my O_X boat which is doing the pin-end
and my
"stuck" with his frenz, Richard in the finishing boat..
it was a whole new experience for me..
whahaha
my writing speed had increase fast!
whaha
cos finishing ma.. need to be fast and accurate!
and my virgin play on the horn..
whaha
its fun.. lolx.. after being scared by it for a few times.
the boat is different.. envoirnment is difference..
lol
but it was fun and tiring at the same time..
luckily his frenz got jokes to make miz laugh..
if not i think i will be damn bored!!!
whaha
After the race, when suntec with O_X
brought a COLOURFUL bikini!
whaha
and O_X catches a Pooh bear in COW suit for miz at the arcade!
on the first try..
whaha
went carl jr for dinner and
ben&jerry for desserts...
whaha..
head home with my body damn pain now..
whaha
ciao`

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

A ring
It was a round, simple yet meaningful jewellery.
It can signify love or friendship.
In this case that I am talking about
It signify LOVE
One of the shows I once watch said that things that come in pair cannot be lost
If not something bad will happen to either one of the two.
Which is one the few reasons why I hated buying thing in pair!
I am a SUPER CARELESS girl.
I mean EXTRA CARELESS which mean I tend to lose thing VERY easily
Sometime I lose thing without me knowing that I was lost.
Thus today,
I lost something that was PRECIOUS to me without me knowing it was lost – THE RING
O_X brought it for us on the worst 14 that we had.
Well, that 14th June was supposed to be a kayaking trip for us.
But it was cancelled because of my injured hand.
My heart sank.
Instead we went to see the Chinese doctor to get my hand done and went Great World City for lunch.
After eating, we when walking around and saw the ring at one of the shop there.
Soon, we brought the ring.
I had to admit I wasn't that type of girl that fancy ring.
The only jewellery that I had was necklaces and earrings.
So, I took me quite awhile to get used to wear a ring
But, the habit did not last long, thus ended up putting in my wallet.
Today, the ring went missing!
I was searching my whole wallet hope I could find it somewhere else but to no avail.
My heart nearly missed a beat.
Was trying hard to control my tears of falling down
But it came to a point that I could no longer hold back my tears.
So it just dropped... at Esplanade…
O_X was there assuring that everything will be fine and stuffs..
Saying even if I had lose the ring, I had not lose him..
It true but.. I just couldn’t describe the feeling
_

I had been thinking a lot this few days.
School, FYP, friends, relationship, blah blah blah ..
School was fine with me, anyway going to be holiday soon le..
Going to endure this last few weeks and enjoying my class to the max.
FYP, it sucks!
Had you been asked by your FYP teacher to go jumped down?
This is was actually my FYP teacher say to the 4 of us..
It seem to goes well at first but, it getting worst..
The waveform is killing me..
Just don’t understand why I can do a nice waveform in biomedical instrumentation class yet I can’t do that in FYP project?
Is there a different?
Report is half done, deadline 10th Aug, Thanks Angie for motivate me to type the report =))
Presentation on 15th Aug but till now I got no idea what to put inside the slide!
Basically, we had done almost nothing and no improvement to the project YET!
Friends,
My classmates are good for some..
I really click well with them
Especially Priscilla SU!
Crappy enough and we had common topic to talk about..
It just seem that I had known her since year 1
Some much as that O_X think that she is robbing me away from him.
Sisters,
In 5 days time they will be leaving for Korea le.
Will be going airport to send them.
Well, it was supposed to be the 4 of us going together
But the FYP presentation made me no choice but had to pull out from the trip.
It was something that I hated but still I had no choice at all..
Wondering what will happen to us when they are back.
Common topic will no longer be the same, up to a certain extent.
Will they be happily talking about the trip and me there felt neglected?
This will be the worst case scenario ba!
Anyway, sisters take care during the trip and enjoy yourself! =))
Relationship,
Been thinking the past me and now.
Being with O_X really changed me a lot.
I had learnt how to say “sorry”, being less stubborn, looked into the shoe of other people, sensitive about what other people think.
Last time, “Sorry seem to be the hardest word to say”
I had never said sorry before to HIM even when I know it was my fault.
Well, I am always that angry, throwing my temper and other stuffs.
But now, “Sorry seem to be the easier word to say”
This I really don’t know why, every time when I accidentally hurt him, the word just begins thrown out of my mouth.
Maybe O_X was a bit to sensitive, that why I will keep saying sorry to him…
And that why I have been come more sensitive to what other people think about the thing I had done or said.
I wasn’t those kinds of people that can express themselves well through words, basically my expression will told everything, my happiness, sadness and angriness.
I was quite long surprise by this long post that I had written though =))
Sorry for straining yours eyes.
Take care
Good night
Ciaos`

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-08-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

back to my post!
whaha...
what happen to me this few days...
whaha
i had been watching movies this 2 days
catching those movie that i had missed out before new movie show...
tue... SIMPSONS with my E44B..
whaha
i was a SUPER nice and hilarious show
been laughing the whole damn show!!
haha..
wed... though not feeling veriz well..
but still went movie with O_X
Harry Potter!!
whaha
nice show!
but too bad the ending was at the new book that was release...
sianz..
if onli i got the motivation to read tat super thick book..
whahah...
today... teaching miz O_X applied chem for the test tml..
den headed for korean food at causeway point
and now i am home typing this...
whaha.
okia la...
sleeping soon
good nitez
take care...
=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

LOng time since i last posted...
summary of these few days...
wed & thur celebrating my O_X bday with the class E44B
fri, O_X brought miz to RSYC for a cocktail dinner...
it so damn NICE & ROMANTIC!!!
whahaha...
sat, freaking fever virus strike miz.. make miz MC from work.. zzzzz...
sun, out with my parent to a temple at bugis.. den meet up with xuan and jojo for donuts hunt!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY DOREEN!!!
mon, now, school as usual.. zzzzz but my grp rules!!! =))
tue , tml, celebrating hsi yin bday.. watching SIMPSONS!
yeah!!
whahaha....
whaha h
tat all le ba
take care
ciaos`

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was O_X bday...
initially wanted to bring to the jap buffet dinner at east coast park
but due to he was still sick so there was a changed of plan...
i suggested to go suntec city..
the excuses begin i need to help my brother to buy a spongebob keychain..
whaha
but tat wasn't my real aim..
whaha..
cos i already order a flower & a cow from a florist at raffles city..
so to make myself convenice i decided to go suntec
whahaa..,
went to this jap restuarant which sell something like paper steamboat de..
have the beef one sharing with O_X..
i was fulled!
whaha
then took a shuttle bus back to raffles city..
brought candle for today celebrations in class...
den asked him to wait for at ben&jerry so that i can go and collect my flower with a cow hanging at the stalk there...
whaha
when he saw the flower..
he was shocked!
whaha i think he muz be wondering why a girl gave him flower ma..
it comes with a cow which had magnet on it hand and leg..
it sooo cute
clinging on the stalks of the flowers.
went ben&jerry
wanted to eat the flavour tat i like
forgetton its name..
something with brownie and irish liquior in it...
but they had discontinue the flavour...
zzzz
so had mango sorbet instead on a waffles with candle for O_X
blowed the candle..
he send miz home!
called a cab
the cab no "2422"
24 - my bday
22 - O_X age as of yesterday
wwhaha
chat alot with the uncle..
he was funny which makes miz giggles all the way home..
tata..
den i reach home...
~
today
my class
E44B celebrate his birthday for him too
brought alot of food for him
whaha
tea eggs, donuts, durian puff, etc...
whaha
which he say was like ritual?
lol
take care
ciaos`

=))

*LURVES O_X =))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY O_X

2007-07-25T15:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY O_X!!!

=))

*LURVES O_X =))

FYP in progress~!
zzzz...

2007-07-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

Booo!
Long time since i blogged..
last week
lotsa of things happened..
whether it good or bad
well it's over..
hope this week wont be the same..
haha
this wed is O_X bday
i am still planning~
lolx..
but having FYP so there is a limited thing i can do about it..
will tried my best ya!
lolx..
had been feeding him with fattening stuffs...
ice cream and cakes..
blowed candle twice
and i sang bday song for him twice too
=))

I'm burnt again as usual!
skins peeling area becoming dark again!
at least it not as disgusting as before le.
whaha
went out to sea with O_X yesterday
Sakae-NOSS championship at NSC.
did some stupid thing there
cos i'm cold..
so ya wear O_X long sleeve shirt
who noe it's super oversized!
lolx..
den when airport
for his first bday cake.!
3 scoops of ice cream with candle
whaha...

Today..
Signal processing test!
whaha
but lesson is boring..
whaha
okia ba tat all le
zzzz
take care
ciaos`

=))

*2 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-19T10:54:00.000+08:00

i am so bored in class...
Applied Chemistry today
Oragnic Chemistry!
yeaH!
at least it something that i noe
the lesson is progressing well too.!
after school
going to accompany O_X
been neglecting him for the pass few days of the week.
mon; his dental appointment doesn't accompany him much
tue; buffet with my frenz, yvonne, milton, zhicao, roy, jiajie, kianhong, jennette, daniel & bingzhong
wed; FYP & badminton with E44B..

yesterday FYP was like zzzz!
tot we already completed wat we are supposed to do
getting the 2 board to transmit the signal to each other
and the forgo the waveform
but yesterday
dun noe why the waveform come back to the pictures again!
zzzz
so sianz
ended making fun of gab..
cos of one funny pictures tat vivien had took!
=))

Tml will be working after school.
hope tml wont be a tiring day
whaha
i am so not used to it to work after school
whaha
initially tot of watching harry potter with scout on sat
so worked on friday night
but xuan cant make it so ya didnt so
so i shall slack at home on sat morning.
till around 12 plus?
yeah!
going to make mashed potatoes with mayo on sat
so that i can deliever to NSC for him to eat!
whaha
after tat maybe going to watch NAtional day preview
whaha
hope it will had fireworks!
stop here le ba
going to do work
lolx./
take care
ciaos`

*6 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Back from O_X dental appointment...
took a cabby there
it was long~
O_X become a "over grown baby" again
slept on my lap
hope he really had a good sleep~
=))
waited 1 hour at NDC for him..
read finish my whole CLEO mag tat just bought today...
tat 1 hour not cheap either
it cost him 397.50 bucks
on one small small little tooth of his...
and it just filling and some x-ray stuffs
oh man!
it so freaking expensive!
LoLx..
initially wanted to have delifrance for dinner
but.. it was too early
5plus onli duhz~
so been thinking of where had delifrance too
but none of the location strike our mind
so ya.
he decided to go the MAC near my house de
had my ben&jerry ice cream on the bus
"chocolate fudge brownie"
yumm..!
long time since i last eaten ben&jerry
reaching there, had our usual!
nuggets for miz and double cheeseburger for him
but his tooth was too numb to eat anything
duhz~
i see him eat i oso dotz dotz dotz...
chatted lotsa of stuff
lol
found tat both our mum had a quite a few similiarities!
whahah
enjoyed my dinner with him~

Oh ya
HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO XUAN!
lolx..
hope u had enjoyed the dinner and the k box !
cya!

tat all
take care
ciaos`

*9 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

Pictures speak a thousand words
this what i did when i went with O_X to IDOA asian optimist championship
Basically, i just go there to enjoy myself!
Slacking, enjoying the sea breeze, playing with the buoy and pouring water away with O_X..
he did let miz drive the boat for awhile
less than 5 mins
but i am like already freak out le!
lolx...
=))
oh ya we saw a real big brown jellyfish
it so disgusting~
lolx.
den when sentosa with O_X
when to take the new attraction there: cineblast..
it nice..
artificial roller coaster..
but it just tat it too short le
15 mins for 16 bucks!
next, went PS tot of in search pressie for xuan..
tot of the first aid bag at first
but sold out le!
so decide to buy mayday album instead.
and went cafe cartel to makam!
long time since i last ate hawaiian pork chop
yeah!
it so delicious
hahah
O_X make a mess out of it.. and dirty his shirt
OMG
it like duhz
anway lucky to got an extra shirt to change
headed to change before we went to the take neo print!
the neo print was like..
SOOOO FUNNY!
whahah
hard to describe
whaha
yeah should end here le
acc my O_X going for dental
bye bye

=))

2007-07-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

I'm burnt again!
lolx...
face, shoulder, leg all red
whahaha
helping O_X with IODA Asain Optimist championship
get tanned again
haha..
anyway i enjoyed myself today!
will upload pic on the next post
whahah...
i am damn sleepy le
good night

take care

ciaos`

=))

*12 days ton O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-12T11:55:00.000+08:00

Okia i am just simply too bored in class
till i have time to do this kinds of stupid thing..
my lappy is playing trick on me..
all my ppt and stuff are hanging..
so ya.. n
so cure my boredem..
so this what i done

1. Where is your cell phone? inside my reddy crumpler
2. Boyfriend/girlfriend? BOTH =))
3. Hair? let down with a clip on my fringe
4. Your mother? she is as tall and chubby as me =))
5. Your father? he is TANNED
6. Your favorite item? too many to name
7. Your dream last night? doing sweet little nothing with him
8. Your favorite drink? bitter tea/teas
9. Your dream guy/girl? those i saw at sentosa, not all but some.
10. The room you are in? RP E44B
12. Your fear? losing O_X
13. What do you want to be in 10 years? having a small family with O_X & a job
14. Who did you hang out with last night? O_X
15. What are you not? tall, pretty & smart
16. Are you in love? yupz
17. One of your wish list items? get out of singapore! holiday i mean!
18. What time is it? 1208pm
19. The last thing you did? typed 1208pm
20. What are you wearing? shirt, pant & jacket
21. Your favorite book? long time since i read
23. The last thing you ate? butter waffles
24. Your life? HAPPY
25. Your mood? sleepy
26. Your friends? cute, funny & crappy
27. What are you thinking about right now? sleeping~
28. Your dream car? PINK beetles car~
29. What are you doing at this moment? typing this rubbish~
30. Your summer? tanning and more tanning
31. Your relationship status? attached and not available~
32. What is on your TV screen? i haven been touching TV since i entered poly~
33. When is the last time you laughed? i giggling almost every moment.

1. Where were you 1 hour ago? w4 canteen
2. Who will be your next kiss? definitely going to be O_X
3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? mr. patrick on miz nokia 6680
4. When is the last time you went to the mall? last night
5. Are you wearing socks right now? nO
6. When was the last time you went out of the state/province? last dec, bangkok
7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? TRANSFORMERS
8. What was the last thing you had to drink? h2o
9. What are you wearing right now? same Q20
10. What was your last purchase? butter waffles
11. Last food you ate? butter waffles
12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? mummy
13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? giodana tee~
14. Do you have a pet? nO
15. What's the last sporting event you watched? sailing competition
16. What is your favorite class? PE01-01, E25R, E44B, sec1/2E4
17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? BEACH~tanning~
18. What is the last thing you purchased online? weekly movies ticket
20. What's your favorite pizza? everything with mushroom=))
21. Do you miss anyone? YES! MR O_X , though he is right infront of me..
22. Last "play" you saw? hmmm wat tat? phantom of the opera?
23. What are your plans for the day? school, fyp after school and out with O_X
24. Who is the last person you messaged on myspace? what tat?
25. Ever go to camp? Yes! it part and parcels of my secondary life
26. Were you an honor roll student in school? sec 4 & 5, top 5 in class
27.What do you know about the future? i will be happily with O_X~
28. Are you wearing perfume/cologne? seldom..
30. Where is your best friend located? bukit gombak, bukit panjang..upper changi =))
31. Do you have a tan? Yes but it getting fairer now =((
32. How old do you want to be when you have kids? see when he is ready? lolx
33. What's on your mind? sleepy~
34. Do you have any tattoos or piercings? earrings
35. Are you someone's best friend? hopefully

LoLx..
anyway
i am just bo liao
hope tml will come faster
O_X going to bring out to the sea again
but we are not on the same boat
nah
nvm it okia
i will still enjoyed my day with him

=))

Ciaos`

=))

*13 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

FYP is driving me mad!
It almost caused me to have a fear of going to FYP..
Hhaha
But today..
We had made a taken a huge steps forward
Found the stupid waveform tat tony tan had always asking us to find for 10 bloody weeks.
Zzz

Today FYP again
But this time round,
I went alone..
My O_X had went sailing again
Zzzz..
The feeling is weird
Damn weird..
On my way to school,
I am already well prepared to be get scolded him le
Cos,
The waveform he wanted us to find is not done yet..
And we are like having problem with it.
Zzz
So ya..
get scolded by him TWICE a today
but still manage to get the thing done
I am so RELIEVED and HAPPY now!
Finally there is some outcome to it..
thanxs isa, nisha & angie
=))

Went Tampines to meet O_X after his sailing thingy
I am SO HAPPY to see him..
Went to eat teppan-yaki there..
Drank MAC chocolate milkshake
Then went home le..
Nothing much
Just some a simple dinner with him
Though the trip is short, the journey is long, but it's all worthwhile.
I enjoyed my dinner with him!
*miss-ed
=))

Take care
Damn zzzz le..
Ciaos`

=))

*14 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

I finally met him!
at Raffles city starbuck..
he is burnt!
sunburnt!
i got a clown nose O_X now! ]
lolx..
i am so happy to see him
i mean real HAPPY!
yeah..

He brought miz a Coach keychain..
something like a photo album
max: 2 pictures
yupz..
i put put pictures on one side of the keychain le..
the other side..
whaha
gonna give him a paper tml
asked him to draw the heart shape he drew, which i said veriz cute de
whahaha...
den went TCC for dinner..
i enjoyed my night with him though i onli last for a few hours...
lurves~

**On my way to met him, my feeling had been weird.. seldom i will took mrt by myself.. the journey seem so LONG.. then, i had been thinking how my life will be like without him.. was it as interesting as it now? or will i even get so tanned and love outdoor sport now? Life is definetly interesting and fun with him around me.. I get to do thing tat i wont even thought of doing last time... THANKS DEAR! =)) Then start to wonder how my life will be like with out him when he go NS (soon).. my weekdays life will be like bored? hmmm... hopefully i will get into uni.. then i will be busy studying and maybe joining a cca... or maybe working?.. it may seem long but it like just a maybe 1 years away from now..... but the fears is always there...

take care
ciaos`

=))

2007-07-09T10:38:00.001+08:00

i am so BORED in class without him
it just seem so weird coming to school alone..
zzzz...
he went sailing today
IDOA Asian Sailing Optimist Championship.
with my cute "bathtub" sail boat
lolx..
he told miz it raining at first and now my dear sun is coming out le
whaha
hopefully he wont get too tanned..
lolx..
cos i still wan to be darker den him..
=))
take care dear.. =))

*miss-ed O_X

*16 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

MY ULCERS IS KILLING ME!
i got 2 freaking big ulcers on my same lip
it's killing me..
Pain for 5 days and still counting
tried all sort of methods
but it doesn't seem to help at all...
it spolit my mood for the whole damn week

Moreover this week just doess't seem to turned out fine to me.. get scolded by my FYP supervisor which made miz dropped my tears in front of him (oh gosh!), submitted my FYP reflection journal and evaluation. The question: what i had contributed to the project to this date?. Honestly, my answer was nothing. Been mending with the 2 stupid board for the past 10 weeks. Wired and unwired had become a daily neccessity for project day.The wavefrom tat we going to get just doesn't seem correct to my supervisor. he is a highly demanding person which make sometime felt very stressed on project day. At time i really dun now what he expectation is and what is asking us to find out. My engineering basic are "normal" meaning that i just know the basic of it and not so much into depth about the topics, which explained why i seldom answered his question whenever his touched on out software side. The other 2 members are definetly smarter den me, which make miz sometime feel unwanted or begin "extra". They are clever and harworking, something which i must agreed with that whole heartedly. With FYP assement coming up on the 15th week of school, it just added stressed to my burden. I wonder what i going to say on that day itself or what i going to put on my ppt slide about what i had done and how am i going to explain it???...

My elective module today
Consumer psychology
factors tat influences one's buying decision...
zzzz
quite related to me though
but it's confusing
all the damn chim English word...
zzzz.. sianz
so decided to skip the lesson next week
gonna have a break
haha..
my team is not coming..
syasya is not coming; sending her brother off to NS
O_X will not be coming too; he going for sailing competition
so i dun see the need to come
whahaha…
since they are always the few tat contributed to our ppt
the rest… SIANZ ah……
lol..
so it miz self declared holiday!
and O_X is bringing out to sea again!
=))

Went to watch Transformers with O_X today at cine
Caught my brother with his GF!
lolx..
so qiao!
oKia about the show..
it nice! but more for watching at the cinema cos the sound effect is damn good..
and it worth the weekend ticket price too..
cos it freaking 2hrs++
lolx...
den... when paragon for soup before heading home...
=))

My plans for weekend..
tml; lunching with O_X before my work at 3pm
sun; cycling date with E44B

My thought……
**Sometime I wish I can turn back time, to when I can learn to control my temper and my stubbornness. I know my temper and my stubbornness was real bad at times and times when I don't feel like talking to anyone~ even to you. I wish I had learnt some anger management stuff, so that I wont say and do those things to hurt you in the begin which eventually lead to all those bad and unhappy stuffs that had happened to you. You said it fine with you and I wasn't the one to be blame. But somehow the guilt inside me still seems so strong. Whenever I hurt you, the "guilt" just came into my mind, thinking what if tat day I had learnt to control my temper, will all this thing ever happened? If it wasn't me, maybe you still can do thing freely without any worries but now it couldn’t happened anymore. You said I was your lucky charm, but somehow I think that I am always the one tat bring harm to you, making you unhappy and most importantly, making you can't do the thing you loved the most ~sailing. You said it alright with you, but i can see the disappointment you had in your eyes. Later in the morning you will be going to collect your x-ray film and doctor is going to see you... Hope it nothing bad ya? Please be something good!=)) LURVES

take care
ciaos`

=))

*18 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-05T22:46:00.001+08:00

BACK ACHE!
playing badminton with O_X, priscilla, george and roy
it so streaking tiring
been a long time since i last played..
OMG~
zzz
but i did enjoyed myself
=))

Class was good today..
Applied chem
oh well it just something tat i had learned before in my secondary school
so it did went quite well

When town with O_X after school to check my eyesight
it did went slightly higher..
zzz
time for a new specs le..!!!
yeah! whaha...
den..
went taka "Art friends" brought a sail boat stencils..
gonna draw for him..
whaha
when wheelock place..
went to the N.Y.D.C, the place where had our first date..
yeah!
i am super full..
oh ya.. and he brought miz a pink crumple punch
thanxs dear~

sianz..
i gonna miss him liao siao next week
he will be going for sailing compeition on mon, wed and fri...
sat & sun? ~ forgot le.. lolx..
anyway sun is xuan bday.. should be going out with her ba~ =))
zzzz...
nvm... hopefully one week is gonna past fast (enough)
whaha
=))
take care

ciaos`

=))

*20 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-03T15:21:00.000+08:00

LAB MADNESS!!!
=))

Our last applied chem lab lesson.. going to take pic with miz lab coat...
whaha..
if not i wonder when is the next chance again...
=))

this is my O_X and my applied chem teacher wei dake..
they look alike yeah?
lolx...
=))

Next, this is miz biomedical intrumentation lab..
where i leanrt about ECG, EMG, pulse rates, measuring blood pressure...
miz clinque of frenz..
michelle, priscilla, me and cuiying..
=))

tat clinque tat make my this semster interesting and fun..
mich, pris, shi yin, marlene, cuiying and me!
=))

this is the board i had been mending with...
KL-700 Biomedical Measurement System on photoplethysmogram measurement
it easy!
cos it just all putting the connector inside a the holes
lolx..
=))

miz group of the day
=))
Esther, me, pris and koko

ciaos`

=))

*22 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-07-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

Ar... chun....
having a serious and stupid flu today
made my mood suck to the core
been sneezing in the class since morning...
it really bad
i felt so tired and SLEEPy
which make miz no mood to do any work at all..
worst still it the module tat i hated the most
Signal Processing~
and test today.. biomedical instrumentation
OMG~~
all graph.. and i can't draw the graph...
sianz...

OKia`
my hand was injured once again
well,
it getting common for miz...
thanks to the GST hike on sunday, closure of national stadium, great singapore sale and etc...
which make miz saturday work extra EXTRA tiring..
i guess i had nv scoop so much ice cream ever since i started working...
it's bad
tat explain why hand is hurting now...

yesterday when cycling with O_X again..
the feeling did felt strange at first
maybe cos of what happened on friday
been trying miz best to make him smile just like before..
ya it did help to a certain extend
i can heard him making fun of miz and most importantly i heard him laugh and smile again...
but whenever i hurt his injured hand..
i did felt veriz guilty
and ya after what he told miz today...
miz heart sank deeper...
but still i had enjoyed my day with him..
brought him the bag he always wanted to buy..
lolx..
now his bag looked like a turtle..
whahaha.. =))

(to O_X: if you ever read this....)
"i'm so sorry for what i had done to you. Sorry, i had indirectly caused you not be able to sail anymore. sorry. You said it wasn't my fault, but i just felt gulity whenever i hurted your hand and taking away the thing tat you love the most~sailing. i noe even if i said thousand and millions time of sorry, it oso won't helped you with anything.. but i just wan to say 'i'm really veriz sorry'."... =))

ciaos`

=))

*23 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-06-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

i DID it again..
zzz..
i hurt his feeling and his hand AGAIN!
but this time is worst den before..
my tears just dropped...
and i just cant stop at all
i felt bad,
cos i dun noe he is hurt by those jokes tatg i said in the past..
i'm really sorry~

*thanks ashley got ur companion..

my signal processing UT today
sucks too
i did study
but when i flip over the paper
everything in miz mind is blank
total blank
i cant recall, remember and do anything
the onli question is done is a 4 marks de
the rest of the paper is blank!!!
zzzzz

ciao`

=))

*27 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-06-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

okia..
things didn't goes well for miz this few days..
honestly i had my PMS now..
so pardon me for having such a mood swing post..

well..
i make him angry and disappointed again.
once again
i dun noe why i will said tat
i think it did really hurt him alot..
why did i always had to hurt him?
am i toopdirect in my ways of speaking?
i think so..
so much so tat sometime i dun noe wat had said tat had make him angry sad and watever
he said he was not angry
but his face told miz everything~
tat i had said things tat shouldn't said
done thing that i shouldn't done
and worst still
it the second time i had made him angry within this week alot
shit..
i really dun noe what i am doing now...
sometime i wish i can tell him straight the things i wish he will changed
but
when i pictured his disappointed, angry and pisses off face
the ideas just went off my mind...
but then
i dun wan him to change cos of me..
cos..
i still like the old him...
tat "HIM" tat i noe is E25R`06, one year ago
who push my chair and me to the lift, and me without shoe
who already love to bullied miz in class
who tied my pant string together and made me cried in the lab..
zzzz ..

Now...
i looking forward to sunday...
i wan to go cycle with him again...
i missed cycling with him...
i missed tat east coast park when we first had our own camping there
i missed tat canal next to national sailing centre where we can talks everything under the sun...
i missed him...

=))

*28 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-06-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

okia.. today lesson is learn about this machines that used to measure blood pressure
tat is my lesson for today biomedical instrumentation.
i had learnt alot of difference types of machines...
ECG, EMG...
but is there a machines that can used to measure HAPPINESS?
so that i can measure how happy am i with O_X
i had never felt so happy and contented in my life before
he may not be the best looking boyfriend i ever got..
but, he is the best boyfriend i ever get..
had been wondering why he like miz all along..
and he cant answer me either..
i wasn't a very good girlfriend too,
well, nobody is perfect..
i got my bad temper, my childness and my stubborness..
something i even think i am "da NU ren zu yi" which sometime make him very depressed.
at time i do make him angry
sad..
and i did make he cried before... not ONCE..
but still, i enjoyed my days that i had spent with him...
he bring miz to places tat i knew off
taught miz things tat i never know off...
even doing a simple things with him, just make it so feel so nice and comfortable.
i know he was sort of emotional kinds of guys
instead of understanding his feelings and needs,
i felt tat everytime i am the one tat spoilt his mood
making him angry, sad, depressed and injured his hand..
i felt bad after tat, saying sorry which i think he already sick of it..
yet,
i did it again and again...
just like this morning,
just for a simple matters such as grouping of team
we argued again..
i noe he is tired i should have just give it to him..
but i did not.
which spoilt his mood for the rest of the day
practically everyone in class had been asking miz why he so quiet today
cos he normally the noisest in class..
i dont know how to reply..
so i just said..
"maybe he is tired"

*Sorry O_X, i had made you angry again.

take care
ciaos`

=))

*30 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))

2007-06-26T08:53:00.000+08:00

CONTENTMENT

Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation?
You find life make things difficult for you , work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to go wrong...
Read the following story...
it may change your views about life:

After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.
I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2daughters and the many bills of a household.
He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.

He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today.You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words- - -TO BEG!

The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg. Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eatinghalf-way.

And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger. Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries.

The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities.Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate.

For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25. He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to beable to have a complete body, have a job! , have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...Now I begin to think and feel it, too!

Was my life really that bad? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you?

Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.

Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that! we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

=))

2007-06-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

1 month to my O_X bday

1 month and 14 days to my dearest sistas leaving for korea..

=))

Updates of my past few days...

hmmm...

let start from friday...

whaha...

as usual.. school in the morning...

went movie with O_X in the evening

watched "nancy drew"
it a nice show..

it somehow remind miz of the storybooks that i had read in my childhood days...

=))

and he brought me my FAV COACH wallet

whaha

i am so HAPPY..

but it ex...

$115 for a small "Signature mulitstripe mini skinny"

it so small but it nice and i like it so much....!!!!

went N.Y.D.C for dessert after tat

had my fav "Max oreo cheesecake" and "Lemon Shiver"

yummmm....

whaha.. den took cab... he send miz home....

whaha

Sat...

went raffles city for Soup Spoon cos of my sudden urges to drink soup..

whaha...

den head down to cine to take neoprints..

it so cute!

=))

before i meeting xuan at 3pm..

went guides carnival with her..

practically was just to show our face there...

tat all..

went taka art shop..

initially was to acc xuan go look for the material to do the woogles

but in the end....brought some stuff that i going to make for O_X pressie..

=))

brought xuan to this cute cute toys shop tat i found out quite sometime ago

all the toys there are practically for kids tat are super clever

which can even make xuan link to electromagnetatic force..

zzz

lol

but if fun...

i gonna buy for my kids next time!

ahahaha

and my dear miss xuan said she gonna to help to take care of them...

since she say i will onli scold the kids..

whaha...

den left her there..

cos i heading for work le...

i love my work..

it so fun!

long time since i last wear my short apron...

whaha

nv scoop ice cream tat day.. when to serve customers instead

whaha

cos i wan to rest my hand..

so tat i can go kayaking again!

=))

sun..

woke up at 9am plus...

bath and meet O_X at parkway..

going east coast to CYCLE!

whaha

u nv see wrongly.. i going to cycle..

but it a two seater of course...

whaha

i love cycling with him..

whaha..

i love the wind brushing through my face...

the feeling just like tat time he first brought miz out to the sea...

but it ended up raining...

whaha..

saw people windsurfing..

wah it damn faster... maybe due to the wind ba

the wind was super strong...
whaha

waited for a while before we went cycle again

but the rain just don't stopped...

zzzz

while cycling..

miz cap kept flying off... zzzz

whaha

but after the while the sun got better...

so we extended the time and continue cycling..

hohohoho...

this time we reached the place we always cycled till de..

rest at the canal beside national sailing centre..

saw the kids "bathtub" sail boat tat i like..

whaha =))

it just so cute!

saw people fishing too... remind miz of the "fishmongirl" in miz class~ cuiying

whahaha...

at the canal beside NSC..

eh.. i think i look dark... but i LIKE!

kid "bathtub"sail boat.

After tat when dinner at parkway..

cos O_X was want to collect something..

okia.. this is the thing tat he going to collect...

pictures speak a thousand words....lolx

a HUGE JUMBO spongebob helium balloon...

eh.. does he look like spongebob??

i think he look like spongebob...

whaha

i looked dumb carrying tat all the way from marina parade to my house..

but it cute though...

whaha

it still flying in my room now...

den TODAY...

school day again...

signal processing...

i DID the worksheet today

whaha

it about total harmonic distortion (THD)

well at least not something with lapace transform or fouier series...

if not i die le ..

math really make miz math....

=))

i have fun today..

bascially i think my class bond is getting better thanxs to O_X and george..

whaha

well..

my first semster of the year classes are always the best de...

whaha

year 1; cynthia, sabby, diney, clinston, shaik & jenni...

year 2; O_X, gabby ang, ashley chong, adeline, shu yuan, angie & vivien

year 3; george, marlene, michelle, cuiying, priscilla, shi yin, wei jia, avan, pk...

i enjoyed my class with them!

it just so much fun with them around..

hmmm... ya

tat all le ba

studying for my test this friday...

SIgnal processing again!!!

sianz

take care

ciaos`

=))

*31 days to O_X 22nd bday

*LURVES O_X =))

2007-06-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

Boring day for miz!
FYP as usual..
but well some improvement though...
some waveform was found...
was cracking some jokes about out teacher~ tony tan..
been getting alot of scolding from him...
which mean my FYP grade will suck too
"you dun need a diploma holder to noe why the board is not working."
"did you all noe what to do next?.... so the bottomline is....... ?"
"i knock your head den you noe."
lol la
if i noe something wrong with the fuse
i won't be there listening to this
i would be in his place le lo....

Well,
it confirm tat i wont be able to make it to Korea Trip le..
meet miz school of engineering programme chairperson,
got a small lecture from him
saying i am in year 3 now..
all this thing should have tone down or lesser
now the most important will be our FYP and grade.
zzzzz...
our FYP assement will be one the wed of the week..
it going to presentation to 3 other engineering teacher of our school.
where are teacher is going to judge our FYP ppt ,
then a grade will to give to each of us..
which ended up will my grade for the whole semster
i dun wan to screwed this up
cos before tat week
which happen to be the national day tat week
we need to hand in a group FYP report too
which they will also grade us from there
with my currently FYP situation..
i think i gonna get a super bad grade le
sianz!

Honestly,
i did felt disappointed and sad at first when i first heard the news.
i was in so much of a high hope to go even when i noe O_X was quite sad tat i actually choose to go..
but to me this of chances was like a fruitful experience for me, which i am able to learn alot of thing there.
just the the previous one tat i had went to Taiwan.
i really enjoyed myself to the utmost,
despite it break camp earlier due to the small typhoon tat we had experience there
but tat was the first time i experience a tyhoon, well i am excited about it..
breaking camp ealier mean we had more time to shop and hang around at taiwan
we ate alot of funny, weird and nice stuffs there
shopped till i am broke and had to borrow money from ms chin...
seeing beautiful places which i normally see on tv.
i really hope the korea trip was something like tat
but the news of the FYP assement just sank all my hope down
it was sad and disappointment
but well,
it only lasted for a while.
i get over with thing fast.
come to think of it..
Korea, i can go anytime i wan
when money and time is not a problem...
i have my whole lifetime to do tat
i can even go as many time as i wan to...
but miz FYP grade which will ultimately affect miz GPA
and maybe even in my resume when i going for job interview next year..
i have onli one chance to do that and this is my only chance.
i not going to repeat my FYP module again next year
it super dragging, project will be different, my teammates would have graduated le ba..
everything will change.
most importantly, i will be wasting one more year again..
i already wasted one more year in miz secondary life..
hmm ya.. if not i should have graduate from poly by now and this problem won't happen to me..
i not going to do tat again..
it will be a diappointment to my mum and dad too.

So i have tot about it..
i wont be going le.. =))
hope xuan they all will enjoyed themselves there
and get miz some soveniour!
lolx.
i am their friendship will be even more strongly bonded after that ba..
anyway not the first time the 3 of them go camp of something together.
i am always one tat nv go..
sianz..
hmmm...
i did somehow felt i am begin left out sometime..
nvm la..
just hope tat enjoyed their trip ba
take care gers! =))

tat all
take care
ciaos`

=))

*35 days to O_X 22nd bday
*LURVES O_X =))